用原谅，去遗忘……（3）

音乐唱着……我爱的人


我知道 故事不会 太曲折       我总会 遇见一个 什么人
陪我过 没有了 她的人生       成家立业之类的 等等

她做了她 觉得对 的选择       我只好 祝福她 真的对了
爱不到我 最想要 爱的人       谁还能要我 怎样呢
我爱的人 不是我的爱人        她心里每一寸 都属于另一个人
她真幸福 幸福得真残忍        让我又爱又恨 她的爱 怎么那么深
我爱的人 她已有了爱人        从他们的眼神 说明了我不可能
每当听见 她或他说 我们       就像听见爱情 永恒的嘲笑声

每当听见 她或他说 我们       就像听见爱情 永恒的嘲笑声
I hate when heard euu said "we",cz the "we" doesn't include mii...How sad...
Can I cry for jz a second?
No, I promise myself...Nvr cry for euu again...plsss~~~~Forget mii even u cant do it..
I really cant convince myself...being together with the one betray mii b4...
Do it b4,means u will do it another time...I'm srry...奶瓶宝宝
I Love Euu...It's true...But the pain is thr...How i gotta remove it?
I cant promise that I won care bout it ,
I nvr promise that I won mention about her in future...I really cant do it...
Euu owes saying that Happened b4 means it's fact ady, U couldn't count as nothing happened
Ok...I admit...I haf 2 ex for now...But I nvr hold his hand...dun even say kiss n hug...we dun even sit together b4...Jz sms ~ Is it counted as boyfren?I hardly count him as he is...He dun love mii I dun love him...
But everything u did had already hurt mii...  planted a thorn in my hard...although u taken it out...the hole is still thr... If u say...u wanna use ur love to cover it...plss....try really hard...I hardly stop it frm bleeding...euu really can do it or not??
Even she dun love euu ady in future...wad i gotta do too...It's not bcz I scared tat u will go for her again...Cz I mind tat u betrayed mii b4...tat's the problem...
At the same time, I cant give up on euu... Euu willing to change ur attitude for mii, but those I said u din change is the way u talk with mii...vulgar words...i really hurtful when I listened those pubo,cibai,kiongkan all those thing...My bf ....who caared mii...scold mii with vulgar words...
Nvr mind...cz euu nvr noe how it hurts...
I m tough...I m strong...tat's y how much u throw those pain on mii, I can still stand straight right here!I m staying here for euu...I can endure until the day I die...when my heart totally blended into pieces...
When the day I couldnt love euu anymore...I probably died... I m sorry to say that...
痛到不行的那一天，我会自行离开……
will euu chase after mii when I 'm leaving...or jz let it go like that?
I dare not to think about it...
Those I written above is jz for future concern...
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人家说爱一个人会祝福……怎么我根本就做不到？！
=D

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^^没有你我一样可以笑呀~

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OH ya....
Started the life torturing my self again
I drink only milk frm the moment i woke up till now...
I enjoy starving...
I cant sleep well ...yesterday nite I slept at 2.am
mostly..I wake up at 1pm when I fall asleep tat late
but ...Without any reason...I jz woke up at 9am...N I started facebook-ing...bloggiing...n so on...
I  m starving again...I guess I will suffer frm gastric soon...
happy?

臭婆娘！高兴料没有？！